y must u do this to me

today morning yan and mas message me ...... telling me shawn just reach home at 8 or 9 plus.... and i have one more message send by mas telling me that u just reach home morning ........ .... yyyy yyyy .... y must u like that,...... once make me more hate shawn ........... make me hate u.....if u are still with shawn .... pls jux tell us dun need to hide ....... we hate pple lie to us .... tell me the truth... kkk ,,,.... i think if u is with shawn i will probably give up ....... but of cos i will be sad .... or maybe u wont be able to see me anymore ....... cos hmmm i know i wont give up ... and i now trying to give up ..... everyone know that it is difficult for me ...... . cos they know i too love u le ....,,, but still wish u happy ........ :)