u go for ur surgery....

today morning i am so worry about ur surgery ... u tell me to help u to pray to god to let u got ur surgery.....i pray on the back to my office tell god let my dear gal to have the surgery..... u tell me that u having ur surgery at 10.45am..... i sms u .... i am mas will pray for u for ur surgery with not going to be so pain.... wat time is ur surgery.... u reply ..... 10.45... but i think help me pray say they allow me do the surgery better..i rather face the paim then cancel the surgery....rahhhhh..... i reply back...........okokok we will help u to pray to allow u for the surgery...now u still have sore thoat ar.... u said hahaha yah.... it just slight only....so how it allow.... and i reply back again... k we will heep on pray until u end..... later just sms let us knoe that u have after the surgery......take care ... god will bless ur surgery.....that around 5 plus ...... u sms me ..... i so happy ..... u ask thank for pray for u..... i have my party in a very good mood,....... drink 4 cup of vokna....... so high up.....yupppppppp love u...............

today .... i went to donate blood ..... sad case .... i have not enough iron ...... that i go down pp to eat dinner with yan and company ..... we eat at bandque ...... first .... shawn was sitting with us... but he saw karcher ... he tell yan he go sit with kacher ...... i think he want to fish kacher........but until now i still cannot understand y u still like him..... :(

y must u do this to me

today morning yan and mas message me ...... telling me shawn just reach home at 8 or 9 plus.... and i have one more message send by mas telling me that u just reach home morning ........ .... yyyy yyyy .... y must u like that,...... once make me more hate shawn ........... make me hate u.....if u are still with shawn .... pls jux tell us dun need to hide ....... we hate pple lie to us .... tell me the truth... kkk ,,,.... i think if u is with shawn i will probably give up ....... but of cos i will be sad .... or maybe u wont be able to see me anymore ....... cos hmmm i know i wont give up ... and i now trying to give up ..... everyone know that it is difficult for me ...... . cos they know i too love u le ....,,, but still wish u happy ........ :)

I CANNOT STOP

i cannot stop see u .... cos i still miss u........ i feel very shy after tell u i love u ....i have be hurt by my first galfrenz le..... i just one to give someone a care ..... cos i know that u are hurt...........

THANK U FOR TELL ME

hmmm ...... actually i hope tat u will said yes to me but i nvr get the ans tat i wish for ......... u say tat i'm a fool but i think i'm not.. at least i got the courage to tell u tat i love u and i think i'm so called brave ..... haha..... jux kidding ..... lol..... I was so SAD that U TOLD ME that U haf SOMEONE in UR HEART le ,, ,, haizz who tat person is.. ... I wanted to know who is she/he...... can i ??? ? i just wanna thank u for telling me the truth ....... this is my first and the last time to tell u that i LOVe u..... Muackzzz...

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I FEEL SAD

i saw ur blog..... i dun know ????? write to u this letter or other people write to u de ...... i just want to let u know i love u .....

super happy to see u

yesterday nite .... i have a bit of emotion cos u talk about shawn ........ after ur work we go to pasir ris tat pub (The Pantium lounge ) ....... then we go to ur house to celebrate li yan's birthday ........ i was super happy ........ we played monopoly together ...... today morning i was super emotion about wat u said yesterday....... but after today i will give u more care ...... i want u to take me into ur heart.... like this song

today i saw u blog........ u dun need to act ..... just show out ur feeling .......dun need to care about them ... the 2 fuck s.o can go die le ......... they like to fuck each other off the asshole.......just dun care ......,,,,,,,,,, monday i was so happy that i can see u le...... thought that i cannot see u...... misss u alot ..... THAT u go down to pp to eat with my bro ......that u need to go home eaarly cos u sunday go to www with ur sis and ur mother was angry ....... that we was at the bridge and yan dun want to come up ..... not u never see behind...... i was walk beside u ..... and u find that yan was not behind as.....i feel like send u to katong that i walk back..... but u said go and accompany yan,,, i was sad...... i want to tell u that i love u very much.... wish that can everyday see u ... happy that i sms u ... u reply...... i with like to send u a flower.........lovvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....................................

I AM 100% BETTER

yesterday i am so happy that we go ktv together........ but then we are in separate room ....... sadded....:(....... but i am happy bcos i can go to your ktv room ....... whahaha......u ask me to sing with u ...... i super happy lo....... we sing 2 song together ........ i know that u still haben forget shawn but then nvm.... i will like to tell u that i will be 100% better than ah shawn ...... after that we decided to go to ah mas house to play mahhjong......... we walk to mas house .... and then u and yan half way said that u all are hungry ... then we decide to go to the coffee shop to buy some food .......... so happy that we walk side by side and i feel like holding ur hand .........tell u that i love u............ when u were sleeping u look so cute and sweet.........i love it....... today morning i message u and tell u that i will be going to ur school for lunch... and u reply me ....... i super damn happy sia .... this is the first time tat u reply me ....... i never ans ur phone is becos the bus is too noisy ..... i am so sorry ........ then we went to haf our lunch at designs school ...... i was so happy that u will eat lunch with me........IIIIIIIIIIIII LLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE UUUUUUUUUUU .................I PROMISE THAT I WILL NOT HURT U....... IF I HURT U I WILL DIE OF CAR ACCIDENT............

THE DAY WE GO TO FOOD FAIR

i was so happy that we go to the food fair together .......i was late for that day cos when i heard tat u gt go food fair wif us.. i faster went home to change my clothes after my work.. wahhaa... so happy... after that we went in together...... we walk and walk and when we started to get hungry...... we went to a buy our food to eat .....after eating some food ... ur frenz come and we go out to meet her.... after tat we still feel hungry so we went to macau express to eat our so called dinner .... haha .... . then around 9 plus you decide to go to ur badoque to meet ur frenz....... . and then we decide to walk from expo to simpang bedok .......u and ur frenz was walking infront and i ,yan and shawn was walking behind..... shawn keep asking yan wat u said to her ...... but yan dun wan to say out .. then shawn got angry.... after a while mk called ....... they was talking on the phone for quite a long period ..... i help shawn to carry his book .... after a while U ASK me y i need to carry the books for shawn.... and i ans u is cos he is on the phone wif mk ...... and then a while more... u call me to help u to carry ur bag.... but nvm.. i still happy..... haha

i want to let u know how much i love u

yesterday i was so angry with shawn, becos he hurt u........ he told u that he sleep and hug at the same time with mk ...... i ,yan and mas was talking about it in the afternoon ... i was so angry..... feel like giving him a slap ...... after my work i went to eastpoint to find u .... i bought 2 curry puff and a bottle of water for u ..... but i was sad cos u dun want to take it ... till i tell u is li yan want me to buy for u.....so sad (tears coming down from my eyes) ...... after giving u the curry puff... i went up to level 5 to hide at a side so tat can see u from the top....... after a while yan come le ... i meet her outside popular then we go to shop around for a while .. and then go to the mrt control station there to wait for mas,,, after a while mas come le .... we went back to east point and walk around ,,.. purposely try not to walk pass u all.... and then we went down to ah mei cafe for a drink ..... but then i am too sad to talk to them.... after that when we want to go back..... we walk past the back of the counter ...... and so coincidence tat u look down ... and u and shawn saw us .... actually we realli dun wanna care u all and go off de.. but in the end we go up and said heelllo to the both of u .......and then a while more u release from ur work le then u go and eat the curry puff ,,,, but then actually the 2 curry puff is meant for u de but then u give it one to shawn ,,,,,,,haizzz ,,,, we went off after tat ,,,,,, my Heart feel hurt when yan told me wat shawn haf said to u,........ i know that u are hurt too .... and pain,,,,,,i also veri pain ....... today mas call me and tell me that u and shawn no more chance le ,,, but i was jux happy for a min.... i sense that u mux haf cried .... i feel like crying too..... i called my bestpal fish.... and talk for a while... and i cannot control anymore .... i've cried ...... i haf a feeling that u kena hurt until very deeply..... i wanna tell u that i will help u to heal u wound with my love ...........
pls can u give me a chance to walk in to ur life ........................

I MISS U A LOT

I MISS U A LOT ........ I loooovvvvvvveeeeeeeeee u ................BECOS of the idot and the bitch ........ i cannot go out with u ......beccos shawn will tell u all the bad thing about me ...... but is not true ..........now i hate cheater and bitch........ can u give a chance .... to be ur boyfrenz..........i know that i am not handsome and cute like shawn ...... but i will take good care of u ....... i will not let pple hurt u like shawn and ur ex boyfrenz............................i misss u ..... i wish to see u everyday .........

yesterday we find mas for dinner , then we go east point and find that idoit ...... then we meet sj at 85...... sj reach 85 at around 11 plus ..... i was so happy for the first half ... cos shawn is not there........ cos we can talk ..... he come le ..... sj will go and talk to him....mas said that sj is her teacher cos she ilike to leturce him....... today i saw her i so happy .....but later on the idot was flirting around.... i dun like staying around too late cos i dun want to see the idot face and the bitch,,,,,

THE DAY THAT U GO WITH US TO THE KTV

Last friday actually we wanted to go to ktv at kampong chai chee cc but then is full ........then u suggest that we can go to one of the ktv at katong shopping centre ..... we take bus 32 to katong ........we reach there around 3 plus and we went to book a room for singing... but the room is full ... they have room after 5 plus ... and we book it...... then we walk around in the katong shopping centre ,, then suddenly chia lin call yan and ask whether she can join us for Ktv .....?? we said yes.......... the next call is for mk ..... she call shawn and said want to join us for ktv also ......we went down to the coffeeshop to wait for time to pass ........ around 4 plus ... mk call shawn and said that she end school le ........ she take bus 15 to katong ...... but the pig head mk dun know that bus 15 dun not come to katong .......she arrive at around 5 ...... we went down to fetch her .... ...... after that we went to the ktv....... after singing for two hour ...... we went to parkway to play pool ........ the day i was on fold becos u are there........ u praise me that i play well..... and shawn face turh black....... hahaha......but too bad that i cannot go to 85 with u all .... cos i promise my mother go back early.......top bad .........

how i fall in love with u

The first time i see u is we go 85 for supper...... i love ur cute smile, it kills me ...........On that day ... i was posioned by u............then friday mas galfrenz want to eat ice cream and we bring her to ur work place ......the day is i want to take number from u but i scare that u will reject.... i try 3 times then i got ur number....... the first time is u come to pass us the menu ....but my heart beat very fast and i cannot talk ...... the second time is u pass vivian the ice cream and my mouth is like mumbling to u.... then mas pass me a tissue call me to pass to u.. but i never.... the third time is u pass me the ice cream and i ask u for ur number....cos mas and yan said if i dun take from u , i forever dun need to take le.........then around 10 plus shawn arrive ...... we wait for u to knock off then we go to a pub at downtown east ......... we arrive at the pub around 12 plus but the pub closing at 1 ...... we go in and we order drink...... u all drink breezer and i drink graveyard.... u know y i want to drink graveyard is becos to boom up myself to talk to u and take photo with u .........